Making others happy.

If you know me then you know i love making people happy. It sucks when i'm trying my best acting all crazy for you and you wont EVEN SMILE JEEZ!
so yesterday at kat's practice i was trying to be nice to my partner and asking if he was okay and stuff and all he did was yeah.. and i tried giving him stickers..I MEAN WHO TURNS DOWN STICKERS... and he doesn't take them by saying...i have no use for stickers...
i always hate that feeling where you don't know what to do when you can't make someone happy. it just suck all OVER BUTT!!
I'm the type of person who can't go a day without smiling.. its like my JOB!! jeez people need to be happier in their lives. rawr.
at least i tried. =]]

My Last Resort -__-

So tumblr's blocked in school, i'm kinda depressed.. oh well but at least i have blogger =].
not as fun, but! i get to BLAH BLAH BLAH on it =]
WOOT

<333 i love chad morris<3

"but ain't no ass like my..cave.."
"jet and i are gna have our period on the same day."-anonymous

jessikaz14: i have
jessikaz14: SO MUCH
babyruthy714: crabs.
jessikaz14:CRAP ON MY ARM.
babyruthy714:HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA
<3 OH YOU I MISS YOU

he's like ITS LIKE U LIVE HERE
freaxes1116: oh ma gawd
freaxes1116: ALL YOU HAVE TO DO NOW IS GET MARRIED

justmisha92: lol u wanna hug him
justmisha92: (i'm keeping it G)

"everything will always work out in the end because God's the man"-Bobby

GOD will never give us anything we cannot handle!!

JAMESSS says: bamf
Jessikkazz says: yes i am

gexjr14: who am i gonna shenanaginize with
imma miss 007 and rolls around on floor during teachers lecturesxD

sensaidon:how are you getting your nails done if you typing
jessikaz14:feet
sensaidon:AWESOME
sensaidon:i want to learn

xxjet54xx:anthony your butt gets bigger when you wear jammers
xxjet54xx:-jet
xxjet54xx:id tap that
xxjet54xx:-torio
xxjet54xx:fail
sensaidon:lol
sensaidon:thanks
xxjet54xx:you are welcome
sensaidon:excpet i have a falt ass
xxjet54xx:-both of us
sensaidon:flat*


Jet: I HATE HOW SHE CANT JUST SAY YES
Myles: like how u just cant text brian
Jet: EXACTLY
oh MYLES! lol

that should make you like orgasm happy.
<33333 U LOSER<33333

jessikaz14:JEWISH
jessikaz14:COUNTRY
freaxes1116:fornicating

WHAT WOULD JESUS DO?!?!?!-GennaxD

poproxroxmesox: ITS LIKE YOU PLAY SOCCER AND GET HOT

justmisha92: yes and u have been dying to bang him

l3ahxxx0ox: it was prob like 2 seconds
l3ahxxx0ox: but the love lasted longer

freaxes1116: you just wanna shove him in a closet and lock the door

jessikaz14:cheerleaders without clothing
jessikaz14:or less*
sensaidon:that is hot
sensaidon:that's called porn

jessica f****** ruzolgay. my gargantuan engorged pulsating veiny and massive sea serpant will devour your flesh

iRockOutLoud01: yeah. boyfriends are special.
jessikaz14: i wouldn't know xD
iRockOutLoud01: you will! unless hes gay haha



just misha92: how the heck u become friends without tlking
xxjet54xx: WE SANG!!

irockoutloud01:"STAY AWAY FROM MY TWIN YOU HOE"

freaxes1116:LOLLGFDHOMKRRRREEEEETTTTTAAAAAA
freaxes1116: come press my buttons
freaxes1116: faster faster

The best times in life are when something unexpected happens that makes you laugh so hard it hurts and even if its a year later you still can't help but smile when u think of it....or him^_^

too cuteness.

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you


Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend.

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

and if you do not re-post this within 4 minutes and tag 15 people.
you'll have bad luck
with the one you love

I'm winning..

Happy Birthday
Even tho it's not starting off so well
Your sixteenth year is going to be a special one
This Year you get the sort of freedom
to DRIVE!!!
U get to Choose ur colleges and apply
TAKE UR EXPENSIVO AP EXAMS!<3
and SATs and HSPAs<33
oh i love you...don't ever forget

i just can't stop thinking about you..
it may sound weird.
it may sound corny, but u did love me so much once..

i miss you
i miss everything

but i know that won't come back ever..

-jet-

Get Through It.

Our Love, Our Life
We're to get Through it Together
The way you hold me i know it'll be forever
No matter what they say or what they do
You and I were always meant to be
Best Friends Forever.

I love you.

Like David Choi said:
Love, love, love, love, love
its all you need
its everything
to keep it all together
Love, love, love, love, love,
it perseveres
it always steers
to keep you in the right direction

Our Love is strong. It'll hold on. I promise.

No matter what happens. Our friendship is too special and to great to lose it all. Even if we don't talk i know you're always there. And i want you to know, that i'm always there as well. No matter what happens in the future Best Friends Forever right??

I miss those days

I miss those days where'd ud come to my house unexpectedly.
I miss those days where everything would be alright and we'd have a lot of non sense fun.
I miss those days where we'd stay up all night talking until we couldn't even open our eyes anymore.
I miss those days where we didn't fight
The days where we would talk to eachother everyday even if it meant staying up late
The days where acted like there was nothing wrong when we were together cos we know we make eachother feel better
The days where we didn't argue about anything
Where no one around us mattered as much as eachother
I miss you.. I don't want things to end, but sometimes u gotta let go of things u love right?
Cos so sometimes it's just better that way.

My prince chaming....

He's always there
whenever i'm alone, whenever i'm in doubt, whenever i'm filled with emotion.
He's ready to help me solve my problems
He keeps me away from all the trouble
He's there to comfort me whenever i'm down
He gives me all the Love that He has

He died on the cross and rose again..
Just for my sins.

I've got my Prince Charming..how bout you?!

Just remember the telephones work both ways if I never hear it ring....

So life what exactly is the definition?? Well to me it's something u live in something u have to face. Problems losses good things great things whatever it is... It's life. Sometimes it's unfair or maybe we just think that cos we don't really think about it. How is it unfair? Or did we do it ourselves? We cause these stupid problems somehow...

What you truely need and the only thing u need

My child,

You may not know Me, but I know everything about you ~ Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up ~ Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways ~ Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered ~ Matthew 10:30
For you were made in My image ~ Genesis 1:27

In me, you live and move and have your being ~ Acts 17:27-28
For you are my offspring ~ Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived ~ Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you, when I planned creation ~ Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book ~ Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth,
and where you would live ~ Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made ~ Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in you mother’s womb ~ Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born ~ Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who do not know me ~ John 8:41, 42, 44
I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love ~ 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you ~ 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child, and I am your Father ~ 1 John 3:1
I offer you more that your earthly father ever could ~ Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect Father ~ Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive, comes from my hand ~ James 1:17
For I am your provider, and I meet all your needs ~ Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope ~ Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love ~ Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts towards you are countless
as the sand on the seashore ~ Psalm 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing ~ Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you ~ Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession ~ Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart, and all my soul ~ Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things ~ Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me ~ Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me, and I will give you the desires of your heart ~ Psalm 37:4
For it is I, who gave you those desires ~ Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine ~ Ephesians 3:20-21
For I am your greatest encourager ~ 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles ~ 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are broken hearted, I am close to you ~ Psalm 34:18
As a Sheppard carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart ~ Isaiah 40:11
One day, I will wipe away every tear from your eyes ~ Revelation 21:3-4
And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth ~ Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my Son, Jesus ~ John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed ~ John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being ~ Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you ~ Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins ~ 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died, so that you and I could be reconciled ~ 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you ~ 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything that I loved that I might gain your love ~ Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive Me ~ 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again ~ Romans 8:38-39

Come home, and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen ~ Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father ~ Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is … Will you be my child? ~ John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you... ~ Luke 15:11-24

the creative mind of paolo

With this feeling I love it and kinda hate it
But you didn't really notice the things I accommodated
I know that you wanna say it, so we should just conversate it
There's some things, but I can't get it out like I'm constipated
I always contemplate about you, I'm concentrated
You and I like stars in the sky, we constellated
But I'm a move on, I got methods to compensate it
Cause of you, I can't explain it, my feelings are complicated
And I could say it, you the one that I've been hoping on
Every time you're near, it's clear that you provoke my charm
I stay devoted, you the reason why I wrote this song
Because you actually the only girl I'm focused on
We fought it all - rainy, sunny, and decent weather
And it's a never for this connection to even sever
It should be forever
Cause our relationship like Siamese twins, you and I were born to be together.

Weeds -__- lol

firewolf102333: yeah cus i love th girls that love weed
firewolf102333: weeds sorry
jessikaz14: WEEDS**
firewolf102333: lol
jessikaz14:lol
jessikaz14: u know u do
firewolf102333: they r weird. usually girls hate weeds and like flowers lol
firewolf102333: and not the fowers on the weeds
jessikaz14: psh maybe they're unusual
jessikaz14: lol
firewolf102333: they must be lol
jessikaz14: mhm very like u so Oh my what a good thing something in common lol

Stealer of all lol

Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity. - 1 Timothy 4:12

too funny stolen from jeremy

A filipino man walks into a cafe one
early morning and noticed that he was
the only Asian man there. As he sat
down, he noticed a white man behind
him.The white man said, "Colored
people are not allowed here." The
Filipino man turned around and stood
up. He then said: "listen pek-
pek....when i was born, i was
brown, " "When i grew up, i was
brown, " "When i'm sick, i'm
brown, " "When i go in the sun, i'm
brown, " "When I'm cold, i'm
brown, " "When i die, i'll be brown ."
But you pek-pek...." "When you're
born, you're pink, " "When you grow
up, you're white, " "When you're sick,
you're green, " "When you go in the
sun, you turn red, " "When you're
cold, you turn blue, " "And when you
die, you turn purple." "And you have
the nerve to call me colored?" "PUTANG
INA MO!! "BWISIT ANG TATAY MO!!!" "PEK
PEK AN ICHURA MO" "ANG PANGIT MO!!!
AMOY KANG TAE!!!"

<3

Try your very best to find all of the pictures asked for. Use Facebook or the pictures stored on your computer. If you can't find one, that's okay. But leave all questions in the survey for others to find.


1. A picture of you in your room.


2. A picture of you posing with someone you don't actually like.

sista..seriously

3. A picture with a former crush.

oh baby

4. A picture of you very drunk.

i just look it:D

5. A picture of you with a parent or two.

Dy

6. A picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday.

Whats there not to like about CANDYY??

7. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.

WE'RE SEXY

8. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.

SEX

9. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.

HAWT

10. A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive.

teehee ITS NOT WEED

11. A picture of you and a team or club you're in.

oh yeah

12. A picture of a night you regret...
don't have any

13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut (even if it's an old haircut now).

TASTY

14. A picture of you truly being yourself.

BAHA

15. The most recent picture of you.

oh yeahsexy

16. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.

:D

17. A picture you're tagged in on Facebook that you aren't actually in.

bahaaahaha<33

18. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.

idky but it was AWESOME :D

19. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.

FRESHMAN YEAR!

20. A picture with your oldest friend(s).

<333

21. A picture with your newest friend(s).

THEY COUNT!

22. A picture of you when you were anything but happy... even if you were smiling and did your best to hide it.

:'( behind the shades.

23. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.

:D doodles

24. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.

yeah...no

25. A picture of you in a fashion "DON'T".

LETS SWIMMMMMMMMMM

26. A picture of you taking a shot / chugging a beer / downing some sort of mixed drink
None..
28. A picture of yourself that you hate

even tho my face is pretty here

29. A picture of you with someone you love.

<33

MORE

SEX
Oh yeah

can't forget u <33

30. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you.

Always in the Gym


Artwork Appreciate-er



VERY Studious

31. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend every day.

happy
PUNNY...look FLOWERS

32. A picture of a time when everything was changing.

We were getting smarter

33. A picture that makes your heart hurt.

time flies like woosh

34. A picture that makes your heart smile.

<333

35. A picture of one of the best nights (or days) of your life.

YES...FRIED RICE


EPIC.


she looked funny<33


that's hawt.

and last but not least..best day ever..


GUYS TEAM SUM WTF??

i just don't know what to do anymore

if a best friend put you down, then they're not your friend, thats called a dipshit

i try to show more of what u wanted. like u wanted this friendship to go back to where it was. u miss it and so do i. But ur clearly not helping you're not doing anything..ur doing things..the opposite things and i just dont understand what's going on. i can't stand it. i cant help just to sit here and pray about it. that's all im gonna do from now on i'm not gonna approach you at all. i'm just gonna sit here and wait for the answer..

Dear You,

Oh boy its friken early, aka 2:28 am. Life's SWELL its amazing it's great. All these things happening, it doesnt matter. Who cares. We always have some other thing that can make up for those bad things. FRIENDS FAMILY GOD! ALL!! We just don't know how to take it in.....

Top Questions of the day:
Why is it called Good Friday?
Who got to 'NAME' these holidays?

haha jamesXD

well thats it for now

THE HOUSE OF THE RISING ASIAN PART TWO

Anthony Don is dead and The House of the Rising Asian is without a ruler. Amar Patel the evil ninja wanna be is here to take it. There's nothing i can do now. Everyone, even the mango eating zebras were sad. They have lost their great and amazing King.

I couldn't go back into the room. With Anthony's dead body on the floor, blood everywhere, and Amar sitting on the Rice Thrown. I think to myself SOMETHING MUST BE DONE. SOMEONE HAS TO TAKE DOWN AMAR PATEL BUT WHO? WHO'S STRONG ENOUGH TO DEFEAT THE AMAR PATEL.

Amar sitting on the rice, "You! Out there. BOW DOWN TO ME Anthony Has been KILLED WITH MY BOOM STICK. AND NOW YOU SHALL BOW DOWN TO ME!" I look at him, I'm still thinking on what to do and how to get him off the thrown, how to KILL HIM.
"Hey Amar.. I'm gonna step out of the room for a second okay? THEN ILL BOW DOWN TO YOU:D Is that alright with you good king Amar sir?" I ask hesitantly.
"Okay.. But make sure you come back here to bow down to me okay... OR ELSE I WILL KILL YOU LIKE THAT FOOLISH BOY ANTHONY."
"ARIGHT!!" I run out of the house and onto the lawn. I take out my cellphone and look for someone strong enough to take down. I scroll down my contact list and all I see is Anthony. BUT HE'S DEAD. I scroll a little bit more... ADDISON BIG ARMS HICKS! THATS RIGHT ADDISON. I call him and explain to him that Amar Patel has gone completely mad and has killed our KING! Addison was in shock. He said he's be here as fast as he can.

I return back into the room, "I am ready to bow down to you all mighty Amar Patel!! OH Great one!!"
He looks at me and says, "My fellow Asian.. BOW DOWN TO ME...GOD HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO GET DOWN AND BOW!?!?!" As i get ready to bow down Addison rams the window open, when the door was clearly open, "I THE STRONGEST MAN ALIVE WILL KILL YOU AMAR PATEL!!!" Amar gets up from his thrown and gets a hold of his Boom stick..NO NOT THAT ONE.. He aims it at Addison making sure he'd die. But sure enough he wasn't hit at all. He put up his Big ASS Biceps and prevented the bullet from killing him. "YOU!!" Addison ran as fast as he can..no no Swam as fast as he can to Amar and took his boom stick and bent it. (OH BABY) "There is no USE FOR THIS ANYMORE!!" Addison takes it and throws it away.
Amar runs, hops over Anthony's dead body and hides in the corner. "You're going DOWN AMAR!" Addison cuts his stomach open and all this blood EVERYWHERE!!! Addison wants to add more grossness to it, he rips s out his liver and pours his liver acids all over Amar. The result of this is Amar dying and Addison being all bloody and nasty.

"THANK YOU ADDISON!!! YOU HAVE KILLED AMAR PATEL THE EVIL WANNA BE NINJA!!" I look down at Don's body, "What are we gonna do now? He's dead and we have now ruler?"
"Well we can always replace Asian to Caucasian."
"Well....I don't know Anthony Started this place to be a HOME for the Asians and the Zebras."
"Too bad there's no one stronger than me. I must be the KING, THE RULER, THE GOD!"
"OH FUCK!"

"YOU FOOL!" I heard someone talk and it was not Addison. "ANTHONY!!!!"

"I am STILL the KING OF THIS PLACE.. I may have died twice, but I, THE AWESOME ASIAN, am NOT DEAD..sort of."
"Sort of?" I look at him with the most confused face.
"Okay Addison.GET OUT OF MY THROWN It'S time for me to Rule OVER THIS HOUSE.. THE AMAZING HOUSE." he pauses and takes his time getting onto the rice. "My fellow Asian, Thank You."
"No prob. I'm Here oh King Anthony!!" The zebras and I bow down and for some reason my vision turned blurry. It's all black now. I cannot see anything. Oh SNAP! I wake up. "OH CRAP I HAVE TO GO GET FRIGGEN MANGOES FROM SHOP RITE!!! DAMNIT!!"
I run out of the house and see a Bunny.. Eating a Mango......

Holy shit.

The end..

THE HOUSE OF THE RISING ASIAN

Today i went outside for a walk and I saw a Zebra. He was sitting on the grass on my lawn. I took two step closer and realized he had a mango in his mouth. He suddenly stops and looks at me, "EXCUSE ME! LET ME EAT MY MANGO. NOSY GOSH." he turns his head away and chews again. I sat there in confusion, why the heck is there a friggen talking zebra on my lawn eating mangoes?

I decided this was just a dream and keep walking. I' headed to ShopRite, and on my way there i see a bowl on the floor with a rice trail leading straight to the house dow the street.

There in the house was Anthony Don. He was Just sitting on a pile of white rice, it was like someone took this right out of a dream I had. Anthony snapped his fingers twice, and out appeared two zebras flanking either side of him. "Welcome" he said. "Welcome to The House of Asian Sun, where everything is an Asian Dream."

"SensaiDon, I'm terribly sorry but, I have come here to inform you that the time has come for you to DIE.: said a voice behind me. I spun around to see Amar Patel in a Ninja costume with a katanna starring Anthony down.

Anthony has fallen off the rice thrown from the impact of Amar's katanna. As the Sensai lies on the floor his zebra minions cower over him in sorrow. I could not watch and I walked out of the room, it was too sad to see Sensai die.

"AH, Amar said, I have finally defeated my oppressor, I now am the Superior Asian, I have lived in Anthony's shadow for too long....O so long! I have come to take my revenge. I AMAR PATEL am the new ruler of the HOUSE of the ASIAN SUN dream world, YOU bow down to me! MWA HA HA HA HA!

Suddenly there was a soft coughing noise underneath the sorrow filled mango eating zebra minions. "You thought you could defeat me!?! Bwahahaha!" Anthony said raising up from the ground. "You will bo down to me FOREVER

And then AMAR pulled out a machine gun, and BOOM Head shot.


Written by:
Jessica Ruzol
Shannon Majewski
Jessica Bolesworth

Inspiration:
MANGOES
ZEBRAS THAT TALK
and special thanks to
ANTHONY DON
&
AMAR PATEL

see we think of you:D

sooo

So today was like fwa fwa fwa!!
idk what that meant
There's a bunch of people all aover the place and such! so like here's the story
of today
or yesterday

okay nothing interesting happend
im pissard!

darnahhaha

WEEE WOO WEEE WOO

the maniacs in the MAILBOX

the end<3

bye

jet

That Feeling

Have you ever had that feeling of confusion. Where You simply dont know wat to do anymore. Where theres this one way you can turn but you decide to go the other. Just because you want to make a decision so quickly and want to get it over with. Sometimes idont know what im doing. Sometimes im just here confused and do enie menie miney moe to see which road i should take. I just simply dont understand why i dont fallow the path that was offered to me and already placed down Right infront of me. I seem to go over and run towards the other things that arnt important. The temptations puling me into somewhere else.

KEEP THOU HEADETH STRAIGHTETH.

So this boy problem. I dont want this boy problem. Boys suck. But we gotta love them cos if it weren't for their sperm we wouldnt be here. But you know when you're friends with someone for a friggen LONG ASS TIME? and u start to develop shit for the, yeah that feeling. It sucks cos yeah. YOU'RE SO GOOD OF FRIENDS THAT U DONT WANNA RUIN IT. So i decided if he's a good friend he'll keep our friendship even tho he knows i like him sorta. Whatever so i went for it, we're still friends we're still weird, i think we're even closer than ever. But why do i feel like this? how come i dont know what to do? How come i dont feel the same? How come everything feels COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. Nothing. As if our friendship was going down instead of up. It is getting better don't doubt me on that but the feeling of it is like Ka-Plat. I dont really know what to do... Like im not INLOVE with the guy straight forward for sure.. but like friends u know..

Jealous maybe?

When u see all these other corny couples walking around holing hands.. sometimes u wish you had that right? cos i know i do. i admit i wish. i wish for many things...

Realizing.

Realizing that i dont just have to have this guy or these guys that i long for. I have my friends.. My family And God. He's the one that Shows me the most love of all. And sometimes i feel like im denying it. and pushing him away
I want Him to run my life. To make my heart complete I want Him to finish my story, OH WAIT He already has finished He's just telling it. Predestined. <33 to my friends and to my family and to my God. I love you all...

-jet-

Ngiti :D <33 Dedicated

Ngiti - Ronnie Liang

So.

This is what it's come to. My life is like a ball of confusing ball.. There has officially been eight minutes of February 1, 2009 already and i spent it on the computer and looking for food. February first already. Time goes by so fast.

Swimming is over in two weeks. maybe even less. Right when we all get so close and when we're all SUCH A BIG BUTT FAMILY it has to end. sorry BIG RETARTED BUTT FAMILY. We have too much fun. You guys are amazing!!! Well not all.... SYKE. OKay I've gotten closer to people that i had no idea who they were before this team. I think our bonding afterschool does it all. We're just so fun and exciting...Right? Sometimes you don't know that you're getting so close to people. It sucks.. There's a butt load of schools on the team and we won't see each other until well next time we hang out. And for the rest till next year's swim. That's one thing that sucks.. Unless. I join spfld swimming.. NAHT...maybe we'll see.

Getting close to people is fun. You know you can act the way you want. The way you really are... Who you are...that was totally wrong grammar, but whatever. So like I got closer to a friend that i've had for years now. Like how long i don't remember. Best friends for life huh? right. So I developed these "FEELINGS" that we all know can EFF things up really easily. I decided one day to tell him. And like i expected no reaction. I mean what can u say he's one of those...hmm guys. i think that's the right word. so yeah at first i couldnt talk to him cos idk i was being "AWKWARD" like usual. But then i talked to him and decided friends yeah that's what we are... I mean who needs a boyfriend anyways...XD teehee moment.

This year's been going well. Everything's just a little bit TOO confusing. But this is where HE comes it. He's there for me. He's always around. He's always listening. I'm protected. I am loved. I have been forgiven. I LOVE U †!!!

My lifeis a ball of confusion. But i can handle it with the help of my one and only God and my fambam and friendsXD

<333 u all who've been with me through out the years<333

-jet-

teehee i was bored

what?? I got BORED

-jet-

AwkWard!¡!¡!¡

How else can i explain it. I can't help it but BE awkward. I sorta didn't want to, but it just happened and he did it too SO technically it's not all my fault :D. So on Thursday night Like NIGHT NIGHT, i decide its time for dude to know that yes i do like u. So Tori and I are screen sharing and i didn't even know he was online until i reached Tori's page. SOOOO i was like tori tell him, and like five minutes later all you hear is me laughing because i always seem to laugh when i find out that guys know that i like them.. I dont know i'm weird. okay so onto Friday after school. I hid out in the art room painting... HIS Birthday present. :/. Okay so Its around three thirty and i say "PCE OUT BIGGAYY DEEEE" i leave. Im going upstairs i spot Jon.. that means they're all here, i run upstairs to my locker for some reason. I txt Amber and she's already there.... I ask her if he's there... (YES I WAS FREAKING OUT FOR NO REASON AT ALL) he's there. UGH okay i go down stairs. Hey Amber!!!! arghhhh oh whatever i sit by my stuff. I look like a retard. No joke STRAIGHT UP RETARD! Hey jess wanna come with us? Martyna Me and Lola Take a walk (lola= Amber= Danielle= Danny D TEEHEE) we're walking around the square and we tell Martyna this whole thing. Soooo okay here blah blah blah.. We're back at the hallway and we're just by my stuff talking about i have no idea. Alexa Martinez is Spazzing on a spinny chair and so we move by Amber's stuff. I'm just sitting by the wall and there's rele nothing i can do. "HEY JON!!! COME OVER HERE!!!" Jon- "What?" Jet-"CAN WE SMELL YOU?" Jon-"Go Ahead!" *SNIFF* so sososososos okay we're all spazzing HE almost gets hit with jon and jeff on a spinny chair. It was like war against JOE and ALEXA pushing the chair back and forward...THAT WAS TOTAL SIDE TRACK okay back to the story. So I look to the side i don't even see anything. I cant even see with everyone spazzing over the friken chair. The bus came and we're just like aright. Me Amber and Zak sit up in the front with Coach. He sits in the back. Whatever. That was interesting. "You put your head on his shoulder and if he doesnt put it on yours that means he doesnt like you..and he does HE WANTS U.." "BUT COACH.... A head on the shoulder is like COCOA BUTTER SMACK on to the other head." ---Zak. I take an occasional look to the back and i'd see him laughing or some sort at the "BACK OF THE BUS" and their retardation but whatever. Conduction- "Put your arm around her if she looks like she's cold" Oh how i wish i had coach as a teacher XD. Aright the meet was a tiny bit of awkward! We just ignored eachother the whole time. I was right next to Danny D and we're just like woot woot walking up to coach to check the list. "DAAAUUUMMMMM." Wtf was that? Reply from Amber "DAUM" we keep walking. After our Relay Hey AMBERRRZIZZLE!! i walk towards her oop...okay fine walk in between us.. you know there's room back there too!! i walk towards her again... DAMN IT DON!! WTF!!!!!.... stop walking in front of us, so i walk towards her and dude wtf? teehee. For the rest of the meet nothing at all. Back on the bus BROWN BALLS BACK OF THE BUSS... "YES PLs"... uhh he answered..ew. wow okay i threw the box back and it just kept going back and forward from the front to the back of the bus. There was a point that i was looking back but coudnt see his face so i didnt know at all if he was looking. So.... prettyy awkward. JDHS. We're home!! woot woot. Aright so Me and all my shit minus the iPod get out of the bus a long with everyone else that lives in springhood. Danny D," GO TALK TO HIM" NOOO!!! "GOO!!" *kICK* GO HOME!! she goes home. P-Flo walks out of the school "jessica he's right there..." ugh shut up! kick u too!! he walks away. I'm all alone at the garbage with my crap and ARGH!!! Alexa's all DAVID ARGH PENIS ARGHH.. Yeah that's pretty much it. My brother happens to show up. Oh well today was a total waste of my time. No it wasnt...No. IT WAS A LESSON LEARNED.... NO BEING AWKWARD! OKAY GOOD!

-jet:/-

HOW MUCH I LOVE PABLO CHUCHERRR<3333333

imakrazykow:

I'm sorry, but banana green tea ice cream is really hot when he swims



oh how i love you daniela you made my day today thanks.

BANANA GREEN TEA ICE CREAM CAN GO SWIM MORE

and

KOSHER VANILLA POTATO CAN GO FIND SOMETHING FUN.. TO DO WITH HIS LIFE....maybe EVEN U!!! lol <33333

-jet-

It's been a while

so new year so far nothing good, welll nothing AMAZING has happend. New emotions have formed new craziness. not rele my laces are still bangin! and this new year...im ready for you!!!

yeah i really dont have anything interesting to talk about any more. MY LOVE FOR HIM IS DEAD...lol time to move on imean. its not gonna do anything anymore. why not just be friends with him. I mean caress someone else's face for some timeXD jk

<3 new year new start.

PUGNATIOUS RANT

You Never KNow what you're gonna get in life. Sometimes you'll just flow through and pass and not do anything. Seems like you dont matter to anyone. Seems like your own family doesnt want you. It seems like your life is so useless. You just dont know what you want anymore. All your troubles whatever it is, I just want to find out what this is all going to lead to. I really can't.... I don't understand anything. Why is this happening. I know this is happening for a reason, but what reason is that? Help me. Why can't i ever BE ALONE? WHY. NO WHERE. I just wnat to be alone and get myself out of here. I have this frustration, I have this Confusion, I have this LIFe. I can't explain what im feeling towards this person. WHAT IS GOING ON? .... I HAVE TOO MANY QUESTIONS

MY LIFEs Currently confusing. I just need to hear, I dont like you. or something like that. or i dont have the same feelings for you. or somethign like that.

-jet-

short and simple but asdhjfadshkdsf


<3 missing u.

So how to seduce paul?? lol

xxjet54xx
paul
xxjet54xx
its tori
8:10 PM
shutoutl3fty09
yea
8:13 PM
xxjet54xx
i lvoe you
8:10 PM
shutoutl3fty09
hii
shutoutl3fty09
i love u too????
8:13 PM
xxjet54xx
why not
8:10 PM
shutoutl3fty09
i dont really noe u
8:14 PM
xxjet54xx
theres pleny of love to go around
8:10 PM
shutoutl3fty09
lol
shutoutl3fty09
i noe
8:14 PM
xxjet54xx
pshhh
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WELL THEN FINE
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I DIDNT LOVE YOU ANYWAY
8:11 PM
shutoutl3fty09
awww
8:14 PM
xxjet54xx
its jet now
8:11 PM
shutoutl3fty09
kk
8:14 PM
xxjet54xx
im oh so sorry
shutoutl3fty09
lol
8:16 PM
xxjet54xx
hi
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shutoutl3fty09
helloo
8:16 PM
xxjet54xx
WASSSSSSUP
8:13 PM
shutoutl3fty09
nm studyin uu??
8:17 PM
xxjet54xx
failusre
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about
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that ws torie
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tori
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to commence
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dammit let me finish my sentences
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SHE FUCKING LOVESsd gfhgjYh
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YOu
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and you d
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osdnt
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d
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dont take it to concideration wtf?
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shutoutl3fty09
what s going onn?
shutoutl3fty09
lol
8:18 PM
xxjet54xx
screen sharing...again
8:15 PM
shutoutl3fty09
lol niceee
shutoutl3fty09
so who is this really
8:19 PM
xxjet54xx
oh this is jessica now
xxjet54xx
in a bit tori's gonna take over
xxjet54xx
ke now
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heyy
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bap bap aba
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BAP
8:16 PM
shutoutl3fty09
lol what s with the picture?
8:20 PM
xxjet54xx
claire turcott
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lol
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shutoutl3fty09
lol so thats what shee does in her spare time
8:20 PM
xxjet54xx
we
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not she
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we
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s
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weet
shutoutl3fty09
oooo i sseee
8:22 PM
xxjet54xx
ohh
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baby
shutoutl3fty09
ooo sweetheart
8:23 PM
xxjet54xx
fuck me
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pls
8:20 PM
shutoutl3fty09
when and where ?
8:23 PM
xxjet54xx
now
xxjet54xx
herend hrerere
shutoutl3fty09
i cant come there that quckly
8:24 PM
xxjet54xx
gimme 5 minutes
xxjet54xx
TORIS COMING TOO
shutoutl3fty09
take ur time
8:25 PM
xxjet54xx
no
xxjet54xx
now
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bitch
xxjet54xx
FUCK ME
8:22 PM
shutoutl3fty09
hold on
8:26 PM
xxjet54xx
ok
8:22 PM
shutoutl3fty09
u have to arrouse me first
shutoutl3fty09
lol
8:26 PM
xxjet54xx
well
xxjet54xx
when you put it that way
xxjet54xx

Direct Instant Message session started
shutoutl3fty09
lol i thought u LIKED ZAK
xxjet54xx
AROUSED ENOUGH???
xxjet54xx
I AM
shutoutl3fty09
thats disgusting
shutoutl3fty09
i m a guy
xxjet54xx
this is me n tori
xxjet54xx
at the same time
shutoutl3fty09
not a girl
shutoutl3fty09
lol
xxjet54xx

shutoutl3fty09
errite thats good enough
shutoutl3fty09
lol
xxjet54xx
ooo
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now come here
shutoutl3fty09
where do ulive baby
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142 laurel
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WAIT
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SHIT
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that was tordifgh
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j'fg
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dghm
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gh
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TORIN
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O
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TORI
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's hRTo]use
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RSFH
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SG
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hD
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House
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Hcasea
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nonononononono
shutoutl3fty09
kk
xxjet54xx

shutoutl3fty09
no thanks
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MA AND JESS
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ARE FUCKING SALIVATING
shutoutl3fty09
i see
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no you dont
xxjet54xx
u come here now
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!!
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command not
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request
shutoutl3fty09
fine
xxjet54xx
yessssssssss
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copterh
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where are you
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WERE WAITING
shutoutl3fty09
i m walking now
xxjet54xx
lol
shutoutl3fty09
and getting my condom ready
xxjet54xx
you might need
xxjet54xx
two
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FUCK IT
xxjet54xx
BRING THE WHOLE BOX
shutoutl3fty09
but i already left
xxjet54xx
STOP
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BY
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LIBBYS
xxjet54xx
or cvs
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or whatver
shutoutl3fty09
its closed
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fuck
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no
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RISK IT
shutoutl3fty09
errrite
xxjet54xx
I DONT CARE ANYMORE
shutoutl3fty09
so who s talking now?
xxjet54xx
not tori
xxjet54xx
definitely not tori
xxjet54xx
100% not TORI
xxjet54xx
lol
shutoutl3fty09
lol
shutoutl3fty09
whoa jessica ur bringing out a side i m not accustomed to
xxjet54xx
lol
xxjet54xx
that was tori
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hahaha
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well
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oh baby
xxjet54xx
BRING THE BOXX!!1
shutoutl3fty09
i mm bring this up in swim team
xxjet54xx
damn it
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okay
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idc
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lol
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paul
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im so going to be special at ou in the hall tomorrow
xxjet54xx
ohh eyah
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<33
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fuckk meeee
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LOL
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WHERE ARE YOU
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JES
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STOPIT
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POOR KID
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PROBLY HAS A HARD ON
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Paul where ARE YOU
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omgahhhh
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fuckkayfahdf
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ae
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impatient
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us
shutoutl3fty09
lol i m here
shutoutl3fty09
do u see me
xxjet54xx
i see you
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now fuck us
shutoutl3fty09
lol its hard to explain on line
shutoutl3fty09
lol
xxjet54xx
wow
xxjet54xx
way to be
xxjet54xx
btw still zak not you
xxjet54xx
.
shutoutl3fty09
lol
shutoutl3fty09
u love ZAK
xxjet54xx
sure
xxjet54xx
kenny
xxjet54xx
and zak
xxjet54xx
KENNY
shutoutl3fty09
fine
xxjet54xx
HAS A NICE ASS
xxjet54xx
ss
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:D
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ohh grab them ballsacks
shutoutl3fty09
dont show me that
xxjet54xx
aowhw i m bsoutr ryw
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hwaherye
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are you
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oh hot damn
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thtahta ist s mym as emaxny
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mahdfa
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EE
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paul where are you
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im getting impatient
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we're*
shutoutl3fty09
FRIKKEN ASK KENNY
xxjet54xx
HES NOT ONLINE
xxjet54xx
DAMMIT
xxjet54xx
got them condoms s
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h*e ydeoestnt
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he doesnt
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you dfo
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ailure
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failure
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AND u GOT CONDOMS
xxjet54xx
and WE DONT
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AND
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KENNY DONT
xxjet54xx
so
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WE FUCKED
xxjet54xx
AND WE NEED TO FUCK.
xxjet54xx
dAMNIT
shutoutl3fty09
i thought u were christian jet
xxjet54xx
wow
shutoutl3fty09
lol
xxjet54xx
waiitm jwusotw jessics
xxjet54xx
jesnsoica
xxjet54xx
jessica is just bored.
xxjet54xx

shutoutl3fty09
lol
shutoutl3fty09
so whats what u guys think about
xxjet54xx
tori is just not
xxjet54xx
anymore
xxjet54xx
hey you started it with the arousing
shutoutl3fty09
lol
xxjet54xx
soooo
xxjet54xx
still
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not coming
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HORNY
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from tori
xxjet54xx
NO
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jk
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cheese
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heeyy
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maSWISS
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GOUDA
shutoutl3fty09
lol
xxjet54xx
heeyyy maMACARONI
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xxjet54xx
ohh pauullleepppooo
xxjet54xx
i vant to fuck youu
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shutoutl3fty09
oo sorry
shutoutl3fty09
i was thinking about u lol
shutoutl3fty09
yea rite
9:01 PM
xxjet54xx
awwww
8:58 PM
shutoutl3fty09
lol
9:01 PM
xxjet54xx
pauliepoo
8:58 PM
shutoutl3fty09
nooo never
shutoutl3fty09
say that
9:02 PM
xxjet54xx
okay
xxjet54xx
but that was way cute
xxjet54xx
lol
xxjet54xx
HI DADDY
xxjet54xx
how slow do u walk?
xxjet54xx
hes like crawl
shutoutl3fty09
lol
9:07 PM
xxjet54xx
so what's up
xxjet54xx
hows the love life??
xxjet54xx
better be good now
9:03 PM
shutoutl3fty09
its great
shutoutl3fty09
lol
9:07 PM
xxjet54xx
syke
xxjet54xx
who with?
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meeeee
xxjet54xx
no
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xxjet54xx
PAUL
xxjet54xx
WTF?
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shutoutl3fty09
lol kk
9:11 PM
xxjet54xx
you said that before but you're still not hre
xxjet54xx
gina
9:15 PM
xxjet54xx
so
xxjet54xx
paul
xxjet54xx
hwos life
9:12 PM
shutoutl3fty09
i must go now
shutoutl3fty09
lol
9:15 PM
xxjet54xx
no
9:12 PM
shutoutl3fty09
sorry
9:15 PM
xxjet54xx
NO
xxjet54xx
NO
xxjet54xx
NO
9:12 PM
shutoutl3fty09
y?
9:15 PM
xxjet54xx

9:12 PM
shutoutl3fty09
talk to sumone else
shutoutl3fty09
must study
shutoutl3fty09
now
9:16 PM
xxjet54xx
psh.
xxjet54xx
okay
xxjet54xx
nerd<@
xxjet54xx
<33

So here's my story.

Character list:
Amber&Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power :D- Danielle.
Erika (who happens to be 5000 years old)- Erika.
Sheila& Sheila Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power- Me :D.
Cuban Girl& Cuban Girl Jr to the 20th power- Sara.
Paul Flores- Paul.
Last but not Least the friken Leprechaun &Edward Cullen-zak..baha

Once upon a time Amber was walking and walking and walking and walking through the woods. then BAM a Leprechaun named Zak popped out of a tree trunk. "Hi I'm Zak and I'm a Leprechaun, I have a pot of gold," he said this with a big smirk on his face. Amber got mad or annoyed same difference, and kicked him far far away. She kicked him so far away that he landed in China.(SARA INTERRUPTED ME AND ASKED ME WHERE AMBER WAS....AND AMBER WAS INTHE SOUTH POLE :D)(yes there are trees and woods there). When he got there he met this person named Cuban Girl, she had a friend named Sheila. Sheila and Cuban Girl were scared and didn't know what to do. They kicked him as well. He ended up in a hole... and it happened to be six feet under. That's the end of Zak. Oh Darn. Sheila and Cuban Girl go surfing.... and they both drown because they never joined a swimming team when they were younger. It's pretty sad. They died as well.

5000 yrs later:
One day a girl named Erika decides to dig a hole in her back yard. The result of this was Zak popping into the air and screaming, "IM A REAL BOY!!!!" Don't worry nothing got long. TeeHee. Okay so Zak goes up to Erika and looks at her. You're not Chinese.... Erika's response was quick, "I know, its cos im just so special...and italian...who's a jew :D" (I so needed to put that on there). Find Sheila Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power and also Cuban Girl Jr to the 20th power. Erika asks, "Why isnt she a junior?" The narrator answered, "Because they named some of Cuban Girls next relatives Laura which was her sisters name so yeah...back to the story." Okay I'll do it! Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power amazingly spazzed and appeared to randomly help Erika look for these two people. "I'll give you a pot of gold when you find them, is it a deal?" Erika and Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power agreed.

So Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power appeared at the beach, Erika followed. "Oh my gosh i found them!" Amber was shocked to see that Cuban Girl was clearly not a girl but a DOLPHIN... BOM BOM BOM!!! and Sheila's Asian. So When Zak saw these two he wanted to kill them because of what their great great great great to the 20th power grandmothers did to him. Follow me

Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power followed Zak along the rainbow. "Come on it's this way!" Erika and Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power arrived, but it wasn't a pot of gold. It was a pot of pot. A couple of seconds later Paul Popped out of the pot of pot.. but died instantly because of his over sniffing of the pot. The pot was actually ripped up four leaf clovers. How could you Zak the Leprechaun. Erika and Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power was sad.

Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power eventually kicked him again. He ended up in Ireland and died in a lake. Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power moved to America to experience the new life, she met Peter Parker. They got married and "Shagged". (i had to put it in..i mean i brought it up in our little talk anyways..the story.) But little did Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power know that Zak was no ordinary Leprechaun... He was also Edward Cullen. No Way! And Also amber Forgot that she got "Shagged" by This Crazy Zak guy... Poor Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power. So Peter Parker was so very excited to meet his new kid. This amazing new child they are bringing into the world. It was so awkward because the baby ended up a mix of the three. Italian, Irish, American, Spider, Vamp, Leprechaun.. and it.. He was Green. After seeing this Peter Parker shot spider webs at Amber Jr Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power. Amber Died.

Then back at China... Sheila Jr Jr Jr to the 20th power, Cuban Dolphin Jr to the 20th power, and Erika Died.. THE END :D


AHAH yeah i was bored!! <33 ERIKA SAID STORY TIME SO I WENT ALONG WITH IT!

-jet-

WOOT that's what happens when Zak Leaves at Brearley BAHAHA

I LOVE TORI FUCKING WELLER

PENIS


KENNY


32 TIMES SENT TO YOU<3333


EPIC LOVER!!!!

LOVE JESSICA...JEt....SEXY AS ASIAN GIRL!!

Whatever I'm Bored.

Do you dye eggs every year for Easter?
Not rele

What tastes better, cookie dough or the actual baked cookies?
I dont rele Care :D

Have you ever had banana bread? Do you like it?
yeah its pretty good

Did you/will you have a Sweet Sixteen? Why or why not?
no. becos

What shows did you watch when you were a toddler?
uhh i rele dont remember...

Who's your favorite character from Batman?
uhh...ROBIN AND HIS TIGHT..AWESOME UNDIES...WELL OVERIES...

What year did you/will you graduate from high school?
2011.

If you see a penny on the ground, do you pick it up?
hahahha No... I dont need anymore luck... not since i met you DIRECT QUOTE FROM MICHELLE <333

Last time you went grocery shopping?
uhh like eight thirty uhh aboutple of hours ago..

Did you ever know someone who went on welfare?
What? lol no.

Would you have sex before you were married?
ahha Welll if i was to die in an hour and there was nothing else to do.. haha yeah but whatever :D

What's your font on AIM?
Comic sans Bold. 13

What kind of haircut do you have?
Uh awesome asian bangs

Would you ever get a pixie cut or a mohawk?
haha OH BABY yeah just so i can feel my hair <33 like i do to PFlo and ADon

Do you put chopped-up fruit in your cereal?
Ew.

Where's your current love interest at the moment?
uhh well you can say... SOCCER PLAYERS AHAHHA

Do you play the Sims?
haha no.

Do you straighten your hair?
Yeah i look super asian..scary sometimes

Is gay marriage wrong?
no let them have fun

You find a wallet with $20 in it and the address is that of a house two doors down from you. Do you return it or keep it?
ahah return of cors

Do you think Billie Joe Armstrong from Green Day is hot?
uhh..

Do you like the new Panic At The Disco stuff?
no.

Do you know what the word "convalescence" means? What?
ahahha no :D

Who's the last person you texted?
I dont have my phone with me but from what i can remember Jashiel

What internet slang do you use most frequently?
lol...??? haha or no LOL

Do you like lady bugs?
ohh yeah

Which do you like better, Obama or Clinton?
haha i hate politics

What's your favorite prints for clothes?
uhh PLAIN colors :D

What's one thing you would NEVER buy used?
uhh i agree with Sara Undergarment for sure

Do you celebrate Easter?
yeah

Do people who take their religion too seriously bother you?
uhh...weird question

What's the weather outside like?
uhh its dark :D

Have you ever snuck into a club when you were underage?
Oh yeah many times :P haha

Have you ever gone to a rave?
ohh its called boredom in jashiels basement plus comcast dance moves

What's your least favorite game to play in gym class?
uhh weight room shizz

Would you ever get your lip pierced?
hah no

If braces were free, would you get them?
uhh no i dont need them..

Do you think Wikipedia is a reliable source?
YES

Last topic you wrote a research paper about?
uhh nothing:D i seriously dont rmeembereger ver... :D

Talked to a bitch today?
ME:D i talk to myself

Do you like anyone?
Yeah and i really gotta stop.

Are you wearing socks?
at the moment no.

Do you regret something you did yesterday?
maybe two days ago...

Do you own a guitar?
Yeah like six...teehee

Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
nah

Do you own a piggy bank shaped like a pig?
Actually its purple :D hahathat made no sense whatso ever

How many windows are open on your computer?
two.

What are the colors of your wall?
GREEEEEN<33

How many hours did you sleep last night?
uhh like idk.. haha

Who was the last person to IM you?
Kathleen RAMAS on skype

Last person to text you?
uh PFLO!

Are you sarcastic?
yeah sometimes.. no ...i suck at being sarcastic

Are you shy?
ahahah..yes totally.... sometimes... depends.

Are you talkative?
Not as much as this one person i know....Yeah i tend to talk a lot.

Last person you saw?
uhh i rele dont know.. ahaha i've been reading

In the past week have you felt stupid?
YES TOTALLY! i mean i do everyday of my life

In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
No. But I so need one.

In the past week have you watched cartoons?
Probably.

In the past week have you gotten kissed?
...

In the past week have you gotten in a fight?
Nope.

In the past week have you listened to music?
im listening to music at the moment :D Three Days Grace its fun to listen to them while you read :D

In the past week have you smiled?
A little bit too much

What was the last movie you watched?
TWILIGHT!!! oh my FRIKEN CULLEN!! ahaha

Does the person you like feel the same?
..... Can i pls stab myself..

Last person who messaged you?
uhh i dont feel like looking.

Have you got any plans for this weekend? What are they?
Uh Today: Eating Too much food.
Tomorrow: Shopping in places that...im in the want of a vitamin water.... okay anyways... uhh sleeping AND NOT GOING TO BASKETBALL!!! WOOOTT DOUBLE TRYOUTS FOR YOU BIZNOTCHES!!!
Saturday: P&W practice. unless it's tomorrow...
Sunday: YOUTH SUNDAY!!! Ashely's the only one coming im proud even tho im not so good friends with Romero she's comgin anyways!! ahah

then monday again... gosh that day!

the other side of the story.(Michelle's Story) :P

So here's the story:

Sitting in the classroom not knowing what to do. All you can focus on is that one person. I don's exactly know what this feeling is. It's not LOVE for sure!! and not just a crush. I seriously can't take it when i don't know what to do. All i can simply do is stare. And that's not that fun. I want him to know that I'm here and i exist. Knowing him, a cray Jock, he's not going to.

What else is there to do when we're not even friends. We barely even talk. The only words i get out of him is "Hey.".... so word. I can't even say he's important to me. I can't say he's the one for me. But I can't actually say that until i actually talk to the guy, or at least... never mind.

So one day during math freshmen year I decide to start talking to him.
"Hey."
"Sup." He looks at me in the way that he's never seen me before.
I'm finally talking to the one guy that I've been wanting for God knows how long. The funny, amazing guy that I don't even know. So I sit next to him during class, and it's so hard not to look over towards his direction. I mean he's not the best looking guy around but there's something about him that just catches my attention.

So I'm a simple girl who can't simply tell a guy, that she's madly in like with, that she likes him. Im the short not so skinny asian girl who doesn't know what to do with her life.

The bell rings and everyone runs out of class. We seem to always be the last two there. Well I'm always there copying my work down, and he's just there... having trouble putting his stuff in his backpack. We both go our own ways in the hallway and not even say a word.

I'm at lunch I'm not alone. I'm with Tori and Claire... yeah that crew.

That's All I got

CONTINUATION:

We're sitting and it's so quiet. So abnormal. By the time i thought this everyone goes crazy!
"Hey Jess, hows that whole guy issue thingy mabober thing going for you?" Tori asked.
"Uhhh huh? uh well not so well. It's just a bunch of crappy things... I mean i should just get over him cos i really dont think that i can take not talking to a guy that i have a massive crush on. It's just so weird." I look down.

We're all quiet and shit and not even eating... i mean it is lunch.

Okay so we're all being so special, well you know how we are.

"Hey!" He says in all awkwardness.
Dude since when does he say hey first? That's NOT normal. Why the heck am i spazzing for? "Hi."
"You do the Math homework?"
Wow actual words coming out of his mouth directed to me."Uh well, did you really just ask me that?" I chuckle.
"Yeah why?" He takes a pause, "Oh cause you're all Asian and everything?"
"Sure." I smile, no teeth.

EPIC LINE

DO YOU WANT MY CHIPS?

WHAT?

DO YOU WANT MY CHIPS??

WHAT DO I WANT YOUR TITS???

AHHAAH NOOOO DO YOU WANT MY CHIIIPPSSS!!

OHH.. no ITs kay :D

Bus ride home<333

swimming sucks...

but the bus rides are worth it ;P

Dedicated to Giovanni and his retartedness

-jet-

SEcrets Secrets Are no fun...now spitt it out cos....blahh :D ahha

40 secrets about yourself.

Be honest no matter what:

1.Are you bi?
nahh

2.where is your default picture taken?
in my room??


3.what's your middle name?
Therese

4.does your crush like you back?
haah hoping

6.what is your current mood?
well i just had some brownies...and im about to bounce off the walls.so hyper but very RARISSHly Excited about monday!!


7.What's something special about you?
i'm Asian ..


8.what makes you happy?
Prince Charming.... ahaha, Frineds, Family!!

9.look at a picture/poster in your room, who's on it ?
Spiderman...Kim drew it :P

10. if you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
nahhh nathing

11. if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
i is be a an animal an interesting one ut idk what kind :P


12.have you ever had a near death experience?
well crossing the street to welsh is usually interesting but thats about it


13.The song stuck in your head?
None- because im listening to music at the moment.:P

14.What song are you listening to?
If I Had Eyes- Jack Johnson

15.what is your desktop background?
uhh a Bridge <33

16.what are you wearing?
b-ball shrots and my awesome FMG music shirt the one that looks like throw up


17.when was the last time you cried?
uhh two weeks ago?

18.have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
ahha YEAH its called singing every Halloweeeenn-----Holiday season--and other shizz for Elementary school that was bangin as frick!!

19. if you could have a super power what would it be?
uhh able to read minds :P


20 what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
;P their hugs ahahhah!! syke umm well idk...i just well ... idk :P ahaha.. Make Sense?

21.what do you usually order from Starbucks?
Vanilla Frap or a hot cocoa :D cos im just so normal

22.what's your biggest secret?
HA that's funny..Maybe on myspace but not here.


23.favorite color?
Green?

25. do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
who doesnt?

26 what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
uhh water

27.what's your favorite smell?
uh guy!! lol

28.facebook or myspace?
Both.

29. if you could describe your life in two words what would they be?
LOVE LIFE!!!

30.when did you last recieve a hug?
Uhh Yesterday after school MIchelle hah

31.have you ever kissed in the rain?
:P

32.what/who are you thinking about right now?
Where the hell is prince charming? ahhha lol

33.what should you be doing?
a guy?? ahaha

33.what was the last thing to make you mad/angry?
Uh.... people annoying me over thigns that they're not supposed to be annoying me about... or FRIKEN SUBSTITUTE TEACHERS...ugh

35.how often are you laughing?
haha i smile way too much

36. do you like working in the yard?
ahha sometimes when im bored

37.Last name?
Ruzol

38. do you act differently around your crush/significant other?
uh ahha.. i act stupid. retarted.. uhh asian..so no. AWKWARD...ahha yeah same thing

39. name one song that reminds you of an ex
Nada

40.who was the last person to make you cry?
Idr...this is suckky :P

relax

just relax let your life will go on.....

just watch the crazy movie

Kung-Fu Panda
my weird friend I kinda like you... LOL


in history second period lol

-jet-

Imagine....

That you were inside of a video game, which one would it be?--super mario

That a movie was being made about your life, what would the title be?--when does this love story end? ahaha

That you got stranded on an island after a three hour tour, which person from Gilligan's island are you?-I dont wathc any of that shit :P

That you are a cartoon characher, which one are you?--a person

That you just won a million dollars, what do you buy first?-- i really dont know!!

That you can only listen to one song for the rest of your life, which is it?-- FALL FOR YOU...duh?

That you are any animal, what kind are you?-- human

That you can go back in time, to what age would you go back to?--five seconds ago

That you can travel to the future, what would you want to find out about your life?-- dude....when do i die? syke nahh

That you could do magic, what spells would you cast?-- I really don't know

That you have mutant powers, which do you possess?-- i wanna be the very best... that no one ever wasssss

That you are an alien, what do you look like and what is the name of your planet?--WTF?

That you have the ability to clone yourself, how many of you would you make?--none

That there is only one kind of food left on the earth, what would you want it to be?--uhhh well I say adobo... syke French fries ok

That you could be any color of the rainbow, which color are you?ugh green duhh

That you have the chance to go out to dinner with any celebrity, who do you choose? leonardo decaprio hahha syke I wold say jack Johnson

That you had the power to make any new law, what is it?--What?

That a genie just popped out of a magic lamp, what are your three wishes, and no wishing for more wishes!?-- the boy... reconnectio... more love<3

That you were the opposite gender for a day, what would you do that you wouldn't normally be able to?--pee

That you had the ability to make the opposite gender experience something they normally can't, what would it be?--uhhhh random?? idk

That you can live out the storyline of any movie or tv show, which one would it be?--ni-hao kai-lan

That the world could only be 100 degrees or 0 degrees ALL the time, which would you rather? 100 it's called airconditioning

That for for one day you could comit any crime and not have to face the consequenses, would you comit one and if so which?uhh already have yesterday ahahaha tori and michelle

That you could morph into any mystical creature, what would it be?uhhh nothing LOL

That you were forced to live in either an igloo or teepee for the rest of your life, which would you live in?teeeeepeee

That you could teleport yourself to anyone or anywhere at anytime right this moment instead of taking this survey, when,where
or who would you go to?well whoevers reading this cough cough Tori cough you know who

random moments and random questions

> Where is the person you want most?
-Currently in History Class :P im not a stalker:P
.
> Where will you be 2 hours from now?
-at Lunch
.
> Where will you be tonight?
- Uh tonight at APOLINARIO'S CASA!
.
> Who was the last person of the opposite sex to say your name?
-uhh i rele dont know i dont keep count of that
.
> What is your current mood?
- uhh mad but ahh :P
.
> What are you wearing?
- uhh skinniess my smurf shoes and tommy h. shirt and izod jacket...uhhh KB socks and my bracelets
.
> Why do you feel the way you feel?
- uhh STUPID SUBSTITUTE TEACHER!!

> What are you listening to right now?
- uhh Numb/Encore- Linkin Park Jayz
.
> Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
- ahhaahha SURE!!!
.
> Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- haha who is dat?

> Are you too forgiving?
- sure

> Where are your parents right now?
- uhh Work

> What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
- uh pixie stixs :P
.
> What are you stressed out about?
- EVERYTHING!!

> Who was your last call from?
- uhh let me check KAT KAT!!
.
> How many clothes do you have in your closet?
- uhh a lot?

> On a scale of 1-10, how good is life right now?
- 10!! lol

> Do you like anybody as more than a friend?
- i like people...aahha yes but more than a friend ahahh

> What was the last thing you laughed at?
-uhh idk...tori's reaction to the Linkin Park Dude screaming :P
.
> What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
- uhh i have no ideaaa

> Do you cry while cutting onions?
- ahhaa no

> Do you know anyone who dropped out of school early?
- uhh yeah
.
> Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with L?
- uhh no

> Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with R?
- no again:P
.
> Do you crack your knuckles?
- YES!!! way too much and it grosses people out too much...and my toes :D

> Does anyone give you butterflies(nervous/happy)?
- ahha sure!
.
> Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
- uhhh HUG MUCHO!!!

> Have you ever slapped someone?
- like a lot!!!
.
> What can't you wait for?
- uhh MONDAY!!!

> Where are your siblings?
- uhh School...Philly @ school
.
> Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to comfortably?
- yeah i do
.
> Did you go out or stay in last night ?
- yeah i did
.
> Are you involved with anyone?
- involved... haha Not so much :P
.
> What were your first thoughts this morning?
- uh dude...my story!! ahah :P

Bari Improv :P//when it was really supposed to be Fall For You.. <33 :'(

1. Put your ZUNE/iPod/MP3 Player/etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the meme as well as the person you got the meme from.


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Unwell-Matchbox Twenty

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk-Rufus Wainwright...uh sure.. i do like chocolate milk :D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Love At First Sight-Josh Verdes....wow...that's like wow...;P


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Constellations-Jack Johnson


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Moving Mountains- Usher


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Sway- Michael Bublé


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Want You To Want Me- Letters To Cleo...oh so true ahhaha :P


WHAT IS 2+2?
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air- Will Smith :D


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
More Than A Title-AJ Rafael


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Satisfaction-Benny Benassi...oh wow..


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Drowning-Backstreet boys


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
So into You- Fabulous ft. Tamia

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Sware- All For One


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sorry Blame It On Me- Akon


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
If i told you- plain white t's


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Dear God- a7x...uhh DUDe...


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Say It- Voices of Theory


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Hug- DBSK...THAT IS SO TRUE..ahha


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
soldier- aJ Rafael


WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
f.n.t.-semisonic <333 lol


HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Here Without You-3 Doors Down..oh wow..


WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Shake It- Metro Station

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Photograph-Nickelback.... ironically the first line is look at this photograph everytime it makes me laugh...ahah


WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Dreaming of You-Selena.. AAHAHHA


WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Three Small Words- Josie and the Pussycats...RANDOM..

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Angel-Jack Johnson


DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hope-Jack Johnson....ahha


IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Closer-Ne-yo


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
BARI IMPROV-KAKI KING

Falling all over you... all over again...

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

AARAR

-jet-